No chance

Sadness feeds me with lies,

Complicated thinking,

She ties,

I'm shifting.

The world seems so empty,

From the eye of the beholder,

Who, just wanted to hold her,

And feel alive.

And life is runway for love,

You lose, you lose, and you starve,

Life becomes a lonesome walk on the beach,

You watch beyond - - and the tide's within reach - - -

No. you face the truth, this is not just a glitch.

Hurry up, listen,

Everybody wants children,

Darwin was such a genius but evolution forgot,

For me, to keep a slot –

In normality,

In sanity,

In reality,

I look in a mirror and I straighten the tight of the knife,

I hate the man in front of me. I want to take his life,

I see so many mistakes,

And my past is not dead.

It hunts me in my dreams,

It's over the sun, behind the trees,

I hate it.

I hate it.

I have no chance,

Of loving,

Because you will never be able to love me,

As I love you.

Mother,

I love you.